information

here i sit
here in class
information filling glass.

grab a scope
peer carefully
now please test my memory.

ah ha! you see
there's nothing there
just molecules in the air.

teach me something
teach me well
try to get my brain to swell.

fill it quickly
fill it, stop!
can't you see it's gonna pop?

information overload
hyper pyscho subtle sprode
like a lime green puking toad.

it spills out
everywhere
lost forever but i don't care.

now that it
is all destoyed
let me fill up the empty void.

doing things
all by myself
are better than books up on the shelf.

experiments
out on my own
makes me prove what i've been shown.

i must confess
i'd rather find
information of my own kind.

all alone

sometimes it's good to be alone
find your rhythm, find your tone
sit alone in solitude
and fall into a constant mood
maybe you'll find that your better days
are when you hide and avoid the haze
so take this moment, take this time
to find your rhythm and your rhyme
soon you'll be back on your feet
dealing with the next defeat
slowly you will fall back down
to your little peaceful town
a quiet place that's all your own
a lovely haven called "all alone"

santa x santa = mAgIcAl

so thomas wrote this really funny thing today...so i thought i'd share it with all of you...

joe X joe = coo coo
ellen X ellen = weird
mom X mom = stressed
dad x dad = stressed
dog X dog = chew
thomas X thomas = cool
nathan X nathan = really cool

santa X santa = mAgIcAl
frosty X frosty = Alive!
food X food = really good
paper X paper = drawing
people X people = 30 million and beyond
ellen X text = really bad

and i laughed...

oh and i put up our christmas lights today...it was grand...my neighbor came out and asked me if i was trying to compete with our other neighbor...i said no...and she said that she was thinking about putting a sign out in her yard that said, "bah humbug" cause she doesn't have any lights...haha...

and then i was cleaning up for the junior high progressive dinner that was at out house tonight and i had an armful of stuff i was taking down stairs...all of the sudden my feet flew out from under me and i fell down the stairs as gracefully as possible. thank goodness i didn't break my macbook. yay...but i think i bruised my tail bone. oh boo. :)

the struggle within

am i alone in this?
never a night where i can sleep myself till day.
i think i need a new town, to leave this all behind,
i think i need a sunrise, i'm tired of the sunset,
and so i found a state of mind
where i could be speechless.
so scared of getting older
i'm only good at being young:
just a series of blurs
like i never occurred.
oh, another social casualty
score one more for me.

this is your life are you who you want to be?

well i can disagree with myself
because sometimes i feel like me
and sometimes i feel like someone else.

but you don't know what now to do
cause the chase is all you know.

the motion keeps my heart running
cause i'm caught in suspension.

say anything, but say what you mean.
When you whisper you want this
your eyes tell the same.

i'm on the brink of something beautiful
and i want to sing about it,
but i don't know where to begin.
i'm ready to settle but not down
and not for less that what i've been promised.
i want more than just ok, more than just ok.

and i'm feelin' the same way all over again
feelin' the same way all over again
singin' the same lines all over again
no matter how much I pretend
let me know that You love me
and let that be enough.

it's a new day, oh baby it's a new day

so it's like 1am in the morning or something. usually i would be sleeping. usually i should sleep. but i'm not cause stephanie came over and we watched pride and prejudice. and it was amazing (in the most stephanie animated voice i can manage)!!!!

random thoughts in 5 min:

sometimes i wish i enjoyed school. just so that i could actually feel productive or motivated or excited about learning. but i don't. <---this is not good. oh tosh.

yes, i just said tosh. it's pretty much my new lingo. so now you know. k cool.

"i wanna soak up the sun. i wanna tell everyone to lighten up." -sheryl c.

more like soak in the rain. but seriously. please lighten up cause i can't take the darkness any longer.

i've been away for way too long. i need to go back. like now.

i know that this isn't probably making any sense to anyone, so i'm sorry.

awakening went awesome for everyone that knows what i'm talking about. please come to the next one on dec. 1st at 7pm. it's gonna be amazing! haha...

"slow down everyone, you're moving too fast. frames can't catch you when you're moving like that." -jack j.

this song was written for me...i'm sure of it.

oh love. oh life.

im gonna go to bed now. i have class at 8am. whoever you are, please remind me to NEVER take an 8am class ever again. thanks.

oh. one last thing:

tripede.

muahahahaha.

ginger

we got a puppy today! her name is ginger and she is a border collie vizsla mix. pretty much super adorable...

puzzle pieces

tonight i ate a kiwi.
and it was particularly juicy. bright green with tiny black seeds and perfectly sweet. love.

on thursday i went to the david crowder concert and he played a guitar hero guitar.
it was probably one of the coolest things i've seen in a while.

i'm sick. today i was talking to some people at church and i realized i sounded exactly like meg ryan in "you've got mail," when she's all stuffed up in her apartment and tom hanks comes up and brings her daisies...
in any case, i really would like to get better...

i would really like to be a "no" person. i say "yes" way too often...but i guess that's how God made me...

last night i had a dream. i haven't dreamed in a really long time. "and it was good."

today we shot did our "promo vidi" (as josh likes to say) for awakening. it was amazing. and nathan made me laugh so hard... =) btw, awakening is the name of our worship/prayer night that college group is starting at my church...its gonna be so rad!!

umm...school has been really hard. harder than i expected it was gonna be anyway. but i'm doing good so far thankfully.

there will soon be an addition to our family! a puppy!!! i'm so hippity hoppity! it's gonna be a border collie vizsla mix...3 weeks countdown! any suggestions for names? it's a girl...

i am thinking that i'll probably transfer up to northwest university in kirkland, wa next fall if everything works out. i'm really excited!!

and i'm thinking about going to australia in december. but we'll see what happens with that.

well, that's pretty much it as of lately...

oh. i really want to see across the universe. like really really bad. i bought the soundtrack off of itunes i love it. ahhh..but i don't have time to go see a movie. um i'm gonna make time. how about tuesday night. sweet im free. so i'm gonna go see it on tuesday night if anyone wants to come.

k. peace out.

btw.
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i want ellen time!! ugh.

*this blog has nothing to do with puzzle pieces...or does it?