never speak

i regret at least 50% of the things that come out of my mouth.

why is it so important to talk?

i don't know...attention, security, power?

i don't want it. i would rather listen...

or just be mute or something...

it would save me a lot of grief and frustration.

john mayer puts is perfectly,

"im never speaking up again,
it only hurts me...
i'd rather be a mystery..."

if only...